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    DW5
    Monday, January 23, 2006

    "Hello. I am Zilong from NJC, age 15. I'm in canoeing and my best friend is Junyi."

    everyone else: WTF?!

    *points to ylynn* she told me to do it! AHAHAA.

    i think only ylynn and i understand what the hell i just typed lol. thats what besties are for~ anyways am currently saturating my system with emo music like hawthorne heights and atreyu. until my mom old me to shut atreyu off cuz it was giving her a headache. (not my fault. atreyu's like that. >.<) so am currently just sticking to hawthorne heights. their 2nd album is out, must go buy/download. GAAAH.

    good thing about the 50mins per one period thing in NJC: LONGER LUNCH AND PE! MUAHAHAAA!

    bad thing: ONE HOUR FORTY MINS of maths/HCL/SPIRE/chem/whatever, on days im unlucky enough to get two periods of that shit. nearly died in SPIRE today, wasnt the only one to either. the talk was so darn boring, really had to innovate so ms selva couldnt see me sleeping. SPIRE sucks man. its just a waste of time lor.

    it was my birthday yesterday. im now officially 15. strange, i dont feel any different. age is just a number after all. OOH! COOKIES!

    okay nvm. =)

    see you on friday, dunmanians and the rest!

    more quizzes!
    Saturday, January 21, 2006

    Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

    You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
    You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

    You should major in:

    Philosophy
    Music
    Theology
    Art
    History
    Foreign language
    What Should You Major In?
    this is good, since i wanna major in philosophy or psychology. the social sciences. methinks i kinda suck at the rest though heh.

    Your Personality Is

    Idealist (NF)


    You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
    You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

    You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
    Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

    You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
    Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

    In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

    At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

    With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

    As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

    On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
    The Three Question Personality Test
    some true, some false. i dont like charity work for one. yeah, idealist me!


    Your Brain's Pattern

    You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
    You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
    People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
    But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
    What Pattern Is Your Brain?
    oh lol. *thinks about my atom model* i guess it was kinda abstract.


    You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful

    You feel your life is controlled internally.
    If you want something, you make it happen.
    You don't wait around for things to go your way.
    You value your independence and don't like others to have control.

    You are a realist when it comes to luck.
    You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
    You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
    But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

    When it comes to who's in charge, it's you.
    Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler.
    You don't care much about what others think.
    But they better care what you think!
    The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
    GO ME! ahahaa..

    quizzes!

    The Keys to Your Heart

    You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

    In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

    You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

    You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

    Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

    Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

    You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

    In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
    What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


    You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

    You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
    But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
    You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
    You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!
    How Machiavellian Are You?
    quizzes are fun!~

    my resolution
    Friday, January 20, 2006



    In the year 2006 I resolve to:

    To get a carnivorous fish.



    Get your resolution here


    lol, got this off ele's blog. find it quite cute. school's boring, only thing fun is the seniors and the mates. 'nuff said.


    its just another day
    Thursday, January 19, 2006

    school is so bleh. nothing fun has happened yet, unless you consider arthi getting into NJ SUPERSTARRR!!! the ONLY person from our level to get past the first round, you pwn girl.

    ...wilbert cant sing.

    that was an afterthought. ^_^

    anyways, things are going fine, MISS ALL YOU 2K'05 PEOPLE. technically you all are 3J now right? NOOO I MISS THE K SPIRIT. J just sounds so...ordinary. so unlike us. we were always the life of dhs.

    J stands for jambu. thats a fruit, for all morons out there. again, that was another afterthought. furthermore i take pride in the fact that although wilbert has found my friendster account, he hasnt found my blog yet. and ive found his blog. *points at link at side*

    WILBERT IF YOURE READING THIS, I TOTALLY PWN YOU. MUAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!

    okaaay. now that ive gotten my psychoness over and done with, can anyone tell me how to buy accelerade at a cheaper price than the %$#@ amount of $$ that they are trying to make us pay?

    *cricket sounds*

    i thought so. meh.

    I MISS ORIENTATION. for the record. esp the last day. now instead im stuck doing bio and have to think of sth to give to my mortal. she is ******.

    that was a small clue that my mortal is a GIRL. but considering that fact that we have four guys in our class of 25 and 2 of them are foreigners...

    now i REALLY miss 2k. the amount of estrogen around the class is crazy. but muhammad's testosterone is enough to match us however. (calyn knows muhammad! time to dish up some dirt, babeh!) the girls love to gossip though =) love you all.

    see y'all round.

    canoeing. as usual. whee.
    Saturday, January 14, 2006

    i am now the official IP1 canoeing I/C. huijun is IP2 I/C, and lina is overall IP I/C now instead of joy.

    i pity us all.

    it is my first week on the job, and i am extremely stressed. my phone is now fully used for canoeing purposes. i do not sms anyone else except my seniors and my teammates. i keep my phone on always so as not to miss calls at like 7am on saturdays or something. i worry about my white hair. or lack thereof. i expect to see a few sprouting up soon.

    aaand lessons havent started yet. offically that is.

    lina says she has recommended me to do k2 1000m with charmaine. i do not know why 1000m instead of 500m. *does not like endurance-y crap, but hey ill take what i can get* oh well. the bro has done 1000m before so i guess he can give me tips. i dont know la, the entire b div lineup is more or less finalised til early march, when itll be re-evaluated and then TRULY finalised in time for nats in april.

    i am positively quaking. i have never actually sprinted in a k2 unless you count during power 10 or power 20, and there is no way i can power at full speed through 1000m, or even 500m cuz id just die. oh sweet insecurity.

    wish me luck. i am not kidding.

    stalia estrellas-it is the end.

    well well. stalia estrellas-it is the end of our orientation. the ending plot twist was quite ironic. turned out their old faithful priest was the dark wizard as he saw that the six clans were falling out with each other and he wanted to bring em together. all that "the one will emerge today" and "are you the one?" rubbish was meant to be that we are ONE NJC and together we will kick said dark wizard's ass, which culminated in the biggest war that stalia has ever seen in 270 years...with waterbombs. meh.

    STALIA! Schiara, Tezalle, Antaios, Lynova, Iryl and Arella (STALIA). kinda cheesy, kinda cute.

    yada yada yada, then its time for dance party! had free time from 330pm to 6pm, went home to shower before joining the rest of the class and our dear OGL xiaoying at coronation to buy our drinks for the party. our dinner would be pizza. heh. *is guilty* wore nike shirt and my one and only PURPLE FBTs. everyone asked me where i got em. muahahaha. didnt really dance much, only danced for the songs where there was mass dance (upside down, car wash and summer nights) and also accidentally in love and that thing you do (which were induction mass dance songs, which id all but forgotten but just copied other people, meh)

    the other half of the time i ate pizza and stalked christopher from '05 and his eyeliner girl together with dearest OGLs xiaoying, yunjie, kayhow and mates estella and grace. trotted around the scary dark school grabbing xiaoying's hand. estella and grace also grabbing each other's hands. in accordance with the "dont walk in threes or you will see something" rule. yunjie followed behind us as our protector, kayhow joining us later too.

    we didnt get to spot them making out though. pity. AHAHAS.

    danced the first mass dance with grace, the second and third with wilbert, my dearest 05IP03 senior *he was kinda funny. lol.* and the last dance of the entire dance party with xiaoying.

    was dancing the thrid mass dance with wilbert when i noticed that canoeing IP senior bingxin (her core cca is track though, so shes not as crazy as the rest of em xDDD) was infront of me dancing with another girl (she played the role of the guy). i said hi to her halfway through car wash and she was like "oh hi! *stares at wilbert* eh why you dancing with bird flu arh?"

    *tyf larfs*
    *wilbert sweatdrops*

    all in all, it was a wonderful night, many thanks to our OGLs xiaoying, wendy *canoeing pwns archery. ahahas!*, catsy *who is fully nuts* and wilbert *meh. need i say more? ahahaaa*.

    thanks to them too for giving us the "goodbye gifts" which were nice candles in nice candle holders with our names on em and napkins with personalised messages on them.

    love you all and always. ^-^

    hey there
    Monday, January 09, 2006

    i have just completed my FIFTY THREE rounds around the NJC track on friday. fyi, thats a half marathon, and 21.2km. and my legs were quite dying after that. i consider that an achievement.

    kudos to my seniors, some of which ran the half marathon with us and later went on to run the full marathon (42.195km, and 105 rounds) the next day. kudos to mr yong too, who finished SIX full marathons. i am weak. >.< SCHIARA FOREVER! yeah im in YELLOW house, for the third time in my life. thats SOLARIS house in case you didnt know. schiara is just for...orientation purposes. for everyone's info, the six houses are ignis (iryl), aqua (antaios), terra (tezalle), solaris (schiara), lignum (lynova) and aerius (arella).

    yeah. aerius. aeris with a u. FF7!!! but im not in purple house anyway. purple is international gay colour =)

    by the way, i miss my k2. >.< hvnt had the chance to get water time lately. meh.

    quote of the day:-
    tell me again that you've never held your face up to the sky and tasted the rain. -me.

    whee. by the way, i did do just that today. tis one of life's simple pleasures, just relaxing and tasting the rain. and dancing in it. and singing "its raining men" along. while posing in the titanic pose. ahahahaaaa.

    hmm
    Sunday, January 01, 2006

    make them laugh, it comes so easy.
    when you get to your part,
    where you're breaking my heart;
    hide behind your smile,
    just make them smile-
    the whole world
    loves a clown.