since youve been gone--

IVE BEEN HAVING A SHITLOAD OF FUN SO THERE XD

have moved on. 'nuff said.

here be my litsem pics! above be the most unflattering pic ever, but its with almost the whole gang so yepp. (: gosh i look unglam.
HAH. above be my first bimbo pic, of me kissing (of sorts) one of the supporting characters of Eragon. the main character is shuai too, but this one is way hotter. xD
wynne gen and me. i think my friends are like super cute!
wynne gen ele me. after litsem is photowhoring!
ylynn gen (in blazer) me ele. gen attempting to be cool, and FAILING BWAHAH.
ylynn and me! whats with the hair, babe. xD
gen and me, with wl in background. (gen darl youre such a narcissist!)
me les-ing with wynne. the first pic taken on the cam so i was real high! love ya, hot stuff! (shes mine! all guys back off!)
me and wl after litsem!
me and the ele. xD good performance!

alrighty thats litsem for ya! it was awesome and later on gen wynne ele chia and i went to orchard to hang, chia and i bought rings and then later chia and i headed to toa payoh to job farm and hang out. it was cool~ feeling real lit-y and happy so lets keep rocking, lit babes!

so it was the last day of school, and what does njc do? DANCE PAAAAAAARTAY!

yeah so D2BD had an item, which we sweated blood to practise for, and halfway through wl and rach kinda panicked and they forgot everything and suddenly started freestyling so half the dance was freestyle. quite funny, a bit messed but who cares! it was weirdly fun.

ahaha. Junyi and all that dear kid did was stone and play on the laptop. rather funny. but then again Junyi dont dance. (: but me still loves you for coming, darl.

and uhh later the dance floor dancing came so i boogied with random other people in the level. mass dances came out too, danced the first one with bee (who fully forgot everything so she just stood there and stoned while i twirled her round) and the second one with rach (which remember some stuff at least).

and lols, i think my dancing was like major DIRRRTYDANCING cuz i was like thrusting my hips, and shaking my ass, and "pop"-ing my body and etc. ahaha. whatever it was fun.

kays trng tmr, need to go shower and sleep. it was good! <3

dance rocks, tomorrow is dance party so come to njc and watch me die of humiliation ahahahahaha. i dont think my dancing is damn pro. i mean D2BD (dance group) is getting slightly tense now cuz its the Day tomorrow, so i guess ill just whack my hardest and try to look good tomorrow.

training rocks, i ache like crap but its a good ache i guess.

newater plant rocks, hung with my mates the whole day and left a cool message at the plant which the vjc people saw and laughed at so its awesome cool yeah!

okay now i really do ache. but anyways i guess we all have responsibilities and mine just happen to be studies, canoeing, OM and D2BD. which reminds me i need to go check my email for OM stuff. which i hope XY has sent to me already.

Junyi is coming tmr, i am happy. cant wait for tomorrow and friday (concert) and saturday (lit sem!). damn im quite happy now, please dont let the GPA come back too soon. ahaha im really happy. surrounded by sims 2, ps2 and other random stuff. life is good. <3 lets keep rocking.

look at her face
shes crying
see her mistakes
theyre blinding

i hope you figure it out.

yay its friday! slacked round the whole damn day before going dancing with wl. rach couldnt come cuz of OM. funny cuz when i had OM, she went dancing with wl. and just for about half a hour or so before trng, i headed down to linkway and we three danced.

i love the linkway floor, way better than the stupid filthy floor of the podium. i cant do any tricks on the podium floor but suddenly when im in the linkway, i can do side freezes and coffee grinders like no one's business.

stupid podium floor. hard, gross and filthy. kudos to the leet linkway floor!

and yay, today i learnt the coffee grinder! can do it well, just on CERTAIN (koffpodiumfloorkoff) floors and i cant fully straighten my right leg like im supposed to. so it doesnt really look that nice. but hey, what the hell, i can improve!

went for trng, ran up and down stairs for 45 mins, did holding exercises and realized my arms kinda hurt from all those side freezes so yeah. ahaha.

tmr be canoeing CIP. prolly going out with Junyi after that. xD yay!

haha had spire today, the final presentation and won second prize behind nush's group! was pretty cool, got popular vouchers cuz well njc's just like that. wish they'd give out kino vouchers instead, bah. after that, went dancing with wenloong and rach, did hip hop and learn how to breakdance (finally got fat ass off ground) . learnt how to do side freeze, awesome cool!

LOL. this is us after the dance practice, at the njc linkway! rach wl and me, ahaha. i like this pic, even though its a bit dark. we're practising for the end of year NJC SURVIVOR party. cheesy name, but its bound to be cool i think.

btw, wenloong has kindly agreed to come for lit sem on 28th oct at hwach audi from 830am to 1pm. be there or be square! (and see austin as king lear's daughter!)

oh spire. spire. spire.
oh 10 kg newspapers. 10 kg newspapers. 10 kg newspapers.

ok so for canoeing we were supposed to bring 14 kg worth of trash old items and so i lugged about 10 kg worth of newspapers over and now tmr i need to lug about 4 kg more there. oh hooray.

but spire went fine. and plus we got PICKED to present tmr in front of the whole entire level. good news: we did well, so thus we got picked. bad news: we will have the dubious honour of humiliating ourselves in front of the entire level tmr. especially for samarth (who has to go around as a fat man, with a cushion under his shirt) and me, cuz i have to bloody RAP. ALONE.

im scared. >.< help.

but on a better note, later on i waited for charvs in 05 and i was playing with her pretty phone and listening to her music on it. and then later on, samarth, wenloong, charvi and i headed to pizza hut to eat and then after that i went to training where we ran up and down staircases for a very long time. sigh.

wenloong tried to teach me how to breakdance but i couldnt get my fat ass off the floor. he was trying ti teach me how to do a side freeze (go farm his blog for a photo of a side freeze or something) and i erm couldnt do it. was rather funny though. will keep trying! and then we had pillow fights in 01, and later on in my class he fully fell asleep while waiting for that charvi (cuz her group was one of the last) and i took the opportunity to play with his hair. ahahaaaa!

i do love my charvi. was yelling it across the hallways!

but anyways today was pretty awesome i guess. now to see how tmr goes. (:

uhh today kinda sucks/rocks. more sucks than rocks but i guess there is a degree of rock-ness there. but bah i cried today in school and now im feeling better but yeah first time crying in njc so i think charvs got really worried and stuff.

well mom told me she'd kick my sorry ass outta canoeing if i didnt get an >3 GPA. which may not seem very difficult but for losers like me (in science and in math) its difficult cuz njc ip puts 2/3 emphasis on sciences and math and only 1/3 on humanities.

mr lim also mentioned that i needed 37/60 to pass the damn module cuz well it was a year long module and id really scewed up prior to this term. so well. i get my paper back and dammit i got 26/60. at first im like shit im screwed, then i was actually just feeling rather resigned. after checking the paper, mr lim called us down to check final mark and thats when i realized oh shit i got 26 when i was supposed to get 37! only two words loomed in my mind.

U GRADEEEE!!!!!!! (for a year long module with one point five credits...oh damn im screwed)

and everyone knows that if you get ANY U grade at all, your GPA is pretty much screwed, unless you get like a bunch of As, which is rather impossible cuz im a humanities person.

so then the realization hits me, and while talking to audz/yuyun/minying and asking them to check my final grade for me cuz i couldnt handle the reality of seeing a U there, i just starting crying. like..whoops. lost control of my eyes there.

okay then they say some really comforting stuff, and jonny boy, leejing and sherlene had gathered round me by then, and so i trot shakily to where mr lim is and he sees that im like a bit shaky so he was quite nice and told me to work harder. i see my mark and ZOMG.

i got a D!!!!!! somehow, even though i was lacking eleven marks, the lim gave me a D! somehow! and i had no idea how! it was like 46.7 and i was so so grateful to him for doing that for me, cuz i knew my original mark would have definitely been a U. must be he did sth for class participation or something.

so well. later on i trot back to class, nose still red from sobbing my eyes out. (oh yeah at the LT, mr eng came to check on me and mr wen offered me a tissue lol.) charvs meets me halfway somehow, and she immediately knows sth's up cuz my nose was as red as Rudolph's, and after pouring out the whole sad sorry story and my eventual relief, she squishes me and yeah. (: and again a crowd gathers, like wl and samarth and again im truly grateful. (:

wl gave me a squish, cuz he saw i was so visibly upset, and i do thank him for it cuz it made me feel muchly better. ahaha.

i do love my friends, i do i do. (:

and oh yeah, MI paper back too, got a B for it but my overall grade was an A. should be good to pull my sucky math score up. kays tmr be SPIRE, hope we survive, later peeps.

ahaha my messed up soap opera life, complete with gu dan (lonely in chinese) chinky pics.

and my thighs hurt like shit, showing how unfit i have become. my thighs hurt after like 10 rounds (or less) of running? along with trotting around for open day, but with the amount of trips we made to the milo truck and to the aircon-ed air rifle range i dont really think thats much of an excuse.

can barely run. or walk for that matter. hobbling round like a grandma trying to get to the loo before she loses control or sth.

and knn, i just tried to upload a pic and the darn thing wouldnt come up. oh forget it.

swears most violently.

btw des darling, i still love you kays. (:

ass week it is over, and about bloody time too.

haha but its not really OVER over, there still is dumb SPIRE to do, so after everything we hopped over to estella's house to do SPIRE. i have to say it was quite fun la. andand, wenloong let me keep his jacket for the weekend so im even happier now. lol, dude, youre a star.

sigh i really do like that jacket. grah.

anyways, so after SPIRE i headed home, stoned, and tada today be NJC OPEN DAY and uhh ran about 8 rounds or so in the morning with the team. as morning trng. it was kinda our first trng back so at like round 4 or 5 we were kinda wheezing like grandmas. like yowza. sigh.

then afterwards we went round bugging people to join canoeing, and when we got tired me and bee would seek solace in the air rifle range with people like my dear des darling, xiurong and andy and et cetera. like uhhh that place actually has AIRCON. im pissed!

haha the range is fully my new hangout, yo. then one of des's seniors let me shoot the rifle and i can say i am clearly better at shooting rifle than pistol. cuz you see, the target is one card and on the card there is a white part and an inner black part. these two parts form a circle. so when i first shot the pistol at orientation, i shot THREE shots. one hit the wall, one hit the card itself and one hit the white part. like uhh.

then i shot today with the rifle which was actually kinda fun, and both shots hit the black part and des calculated that i got 15/20! considering the fact that i have NEVER had any trng with anything like this (neither have i actually shot a gun before, unless you count the pistol as mentioned above), i would say thats pretty good.

ahaha. met a couple of IP juniors, and at the end of the day went to the range to kope icecream. hot. the shooting team actually has a shooting dog. i am jealous. its big and stuffed. darn! ahahas. des and i were relieving the good old times anyways, and i felt happy. (:

open day was awesome man. especially seeing cherry and jo again, and also squishing charvi! man, charvs babe, you totally my girl man.

(:

ass week: the continuation.

so, after the horror that was monday and tuesday, i am hereby here to talk about wednesday and today.

WEDNESDAY! MI and MA1103. say it with me, folks: M-A-T-H S-U-C-K-S. thank you. MI was actually fine, cuz it was multiple choice so i guess even if you didnt know the answer, a good guess wouldve sufficed. even though i forgot the meaning of cogent, and flipped my lead box to get the answer.

me: okay tiff. flip your lead box. if it lands face up, the answer is TRUE. if it lands face down, the answer is FALSE.
*flips*
okay false. *shades circle*

then mrs tan complained that when we were sitting in LT5, the girls didnt sit properly and she could see all our red shorts underneath. well yeah, LT5's platforms are kinda high, and you do wanna be comfy in an exam so...yeah.

then math was...sigh. i hate trigo. i hate trigo. hell, i hate math in general.

TODAY! physics and chem. wtf. mother calls it D-Day. she knows how sucky i am at sciences. well, my physics went alright i guess, surprisingly. i believe i can definitely pass. chem was uhh. i got pwned big time. the geog part was easy, i was happily drawing the oceanic plate subducting beneath the continental plate and little volcanoes/trenches/mini earthquakes complete with fish vibrating etc.

then i head on to the chem part. and i hate moles. i do, i do. even yuyun says it was hard, and if yuyun says its hard, what about meeeee? then that stupid teacher calls for FIFTEEN MINUTES MORE and wtf i still had two pages more to do along with a couple of qns that i hadnt done earlier on. so wtf, i rush it and manage to do a shitty job. although i finished.

and to think that originally we had an HOUR to do it. and they extended it to FIFTEEN MINS MORE. so in other words, if it was the original timing, i wouldnt have done TWO PAGES WORTH of crap. thank you very much.

on a lighter note, before chem paper i koped wenloong's jacket to wear cuz LT1 suddenly got super cold. his jacket is nice and big and has nice material. plus it smells nice. i find myself smelling people nowadays, rather disturbing innit. like cheryl smells really nice, and her hands are like awesome. yuyun's jacket smells of yuyun LOL. so its alright. though her jacket was like BRIGHT RED. she used to to ward off bad luck from jonny-boy. ahahas!

oh i really hope i can pass math in general and chem. tmr be bio. oh please oh please oh please.

i am two days into ass week. i note that Junyi, Kevin and En Wei are done in VJC for exams. bugger, only i am left. i am feeling relatively emo, due to the fact that my papers suck ass.

let me reflect. koff.
MONDAY! math 1102 (that would be Basic (basic, my ass) Algebra. i.e. A Math.
it was fucked. BEEP!
i practise self censorship okay. but anyways i hated it and it sucked big time and ill be lucky if i pass, oh woe is my GPA. then it was IH. which was actually rather fun. God Bless Ms Lai, who drilled us in SBQ so i didnt really study for it and pretty much aced it. i think.

TODAY! LA and HCL. oh Joy of Joys. the language day. the viets and the indians rejoice and why? cuz they dont bloody take HCL thats why! so they hop off all happy at 915am after LA. grah. LA was fine, as always. i expect nothing less than my usual A. and HCL. koff. there was the compo bit, where i did one gong1 han2 (formal letter) which was pretty fine. i had to complain about the rising crime rate in my precinct and beg the police to come take care of it so then i just bitched about the thieves and exposers and whatever. it was relatively fun. then came the second comp, where i chose the bao4 zhang1 bao4 dao3 (newspaper report) where PM Lee talked about welcoming foreign talent into the country. all i could think about was MEE SIAM MAI HUM so i think that went pretty fine too.

(then those bloody CL people get to hop off a half hour early cuz our papers last two hours and theirs last an hour half. bites.)

then we headed for lunch. then all of us (HCL and CL alike) congregated back at the LT at 2 for the main paper. so i happily do my paper, and im doing oh so fine (really.) when suddenly (because the CL people get off half hour early remember) they all poof off. this gives me the reminder that okay tiff, you got like half hour more to do whatever thats left! *flip to see what is left*

FUUUUUUUUUUCK. (beep!)

i noticed that out of ONE cloze, TWO basic compres, TWO hard as hell compres and ONE summary, i had ONE HARD AS HELL COMPRE AND THE SUMMARY LEFT TO COMPLETE. IN HALF AN HOUR.

would you not curse if you were me? i needed AT LEAST forty five minutes to finish and do a relatively fine job of it, but woe of woes, i only had half an hour. so i finished the damn compre in twenty minutes, and the summary in TEN MINUTES. TEN MINUTES. TEN MINUTES. and the bloody thing is worth TWENTY MARKS. GOODBYE LIFE.

at first i didnt even bloody understand the last compre cuz i was like all EEKS about it so i did the meanings first (as in you just read the passage and tell em the meanings of this sentence and that sentence blah blah) and then after i had calmed down somewhat, i went on to the harder task of dissecting the damn thing.

and i took ten minutes on my summary. wait, did i say that already? five minutes to underline some shit, and five minutes to write it all down.

then im like PHEW when i finish. so i flip through it all again, feeling rather happy that i actually completed it. right on cue, the teacher yells HAI3 YOU3 YI4 FEN1 ZHONG1 (still got one more minute!)

so im like yay beat the damn clock and flip through my work. and ARGH for one of the basic compres i was supposed to find this word in the passage and write it down (they give you the meanings then you go search) and i found that i had TWO of those questions undone! ARGH so i skimmed through the thing again and found some crap that looked like it and put it in. then i counted my summary words AND I WAS APPARENTLY TEN WORDS SHORT. which is actually a lot, btw. funny, the first time i counted it was 81. then when i counted again it was 71. so i was like ARGH! apparently, when youre panicking your math goes out the window. so i write some crap and right on cue the teacher is like DA4 JIA1 TING2 BI3 (everyone put down your pens)!

Thank God i finished it. there were some people who, til the end, just couldnt find the right word to attach to the meaning. but at least i wrote some crap. which if i get right, could get me two more marks. which is a lot. especially if youre a sucky HCL student like me.

man. can you blame me for leaving the LT all grumpy and looking like i was gonna eat someone? sigh. anyways im all showered and smelling nice now, cuz mom changed the shampoo (it ran out) and also the bath soap so yay i smell nice now. x) thats some consolation at least.

oh yeah i remember. apparently when there is exams, one does not have the mood to eat. thus, while my friends pig out between papers, all i do is drink bubble tea or fruit punch. lol guess thats the only thing that can stifle my appetite. but it leaves me starving by dinner. oh well, at least theres more $$ added to my guild wars fund.

tomorrow is MI and math 1103 (trigo). i need to ace both. off i go then bye!

sherlene's quiz. that woman tagged me to do it, so here we go~

1) Single, taken or crushing?
haha. shows what our society bothers about today hmm? this is the first question too!
2) Are you happy with your life now?
sure. its okay, i guess.
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
this assuming that i will KNOW the person i met is the right one. supposedly. i dont really think so. im the kind who will love my friends fast, but not when it comes to romance.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
huh. who hasnt? ^_^
5) Do you believe there are some circumstances that cheating love is acceptable.
nope.
6) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
no. every guy should be faithful. would you like your girl to go hanging round with other dudes then?
7) Have you talked about marriage with another before?
well yeah, but only as a looking-forward-to-the-future kinda thing.
8) Do you want children?
again, im worried about the pregnancy thing, but i guess so.
9) How many?
between two to four.
10) Would you consider adoption?
nope.
11) If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
well depends on how close you are to me i suppose. if i dont know you, make me know you. if i already know you, for goodness sake start hitting on me. (lol. im straightforward arent i? its the same thing i would do for any guy that i like.)
12) Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
uhh. depends on the other person.
13) Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
not very far, really.
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
no.
15) Are you romantic?
'course. Junyi knows my penchant for watching sunsets.
16) Do you believe you can change someone?
depends on how far gone that person is, and our level of closeness.
17) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
in a church. the honeymoon can wait til later xD
18) Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
hrrm. depends on WHO im fighting with, and WHAT im fighting for. i can be easily swayed, but i can also be very very stubborn.
19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
of course. as many of my friends know, i love everyone. (:
20) Have you ever broken a heart?
i am PRETTY SURE i answered this in an earlier quiz. i shall repeat: PROBABLY. i can think of a few names, but if i did or didnt, the guys dont tell me. its a guy thing.
21) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you're in love with, what would you do?
HAH. firstly: none of my friends would do that. theyre my friends, are they not? and secondly: my taste is too damn unique. and thirdly: i wouldnt care. no true friend would hit on her friend's boy. (hahah, i trust my friends tons.)
22) Are you missing someone now?
huh. there are at least ten people i miss right now.
Now, the next 5 people to do this:
1) Junyi
2) Wynne
3) SAM C!
4) Ele
5) 2k peeps?

EEKS MY THIRD BLOG POST TODAY. ahahaa.

oh, i'll settle down with some old story
about a boy girl who's just like me
thought there was love in everything and everyone
you're so naive!
they always reach a sorry ending
they always get it in the end
still it was worth it as i turned the pages solemnly, and then
with a winning smile, the poor boy girl
with naivety succeeds
at the final moment, i cried
i always cry at endings.

oh get me away from here, i'm dying.
(damn, where's my happy ending?)

"people who want happy endings have to write their own" -Paine, FFX-2.

havent blogged in ages. but anyways haha wednesday made me happy. although we didnt win the drama competition but we got best actress! and well, im proud to say that our class was the only one that was PG13 rated. no sex (06IP04), gays (06IP02, 06IP05), BGR (06IP06) or stripping (06IP01)! darn, im good. jass will prolly say thats strange cuz well, she and i were the ones who were adding all the sex (quote: "mad passionate sex ensues") into our scripts at CAP. (and daniel just sat and sighed. LOL.)

tuesday also made me happy. after bio brochure printing and after chem consultation (where NUSH stole all my meiji chocs), i went home and called Junyi about the happy thing that had happened. Junyi will know, shall not blog about it here. ahahaa.

its fri now. ass week begins on monday. good luck peeps!

I WANT NOTRE DAME DE PARIS TICKETS. WHAT SAY YOU, JUNYI?