this is brendan blogging fortiffany.

lol look its the 2nd day of CAP already. so far its been pretty good, everyone has been relatively well behaved and debrief ended really early last night so instead of the projected 1am plus that the day would end, we ended up going to shower at like 12 plus. and then because after the shower everyone was so awake,we just sat up til like 230am stoning cuz we couldnt sleep haha.

its been good, meeting so many different people is a great experience, and the council is really awesome. (: i think so far its been a smooth sailing journey, and i have to say theyre all nice sweet folks. blah. currently in the ops room with jass and PAP,we're just playing round with our laptops hahaha.

and in completely separate news, mike wee thinsk ive a fetish for rubbing guys' hair, considering the fact that ive attacked him and glendon a dozen times today so far. only glendon attacks back. x_x hahaha.

PAP boy is playing the numa numa dance HIGH PITCHED on his comp. this is just weird. hes got so many weirdo songs lol. i love CAP, the people are weird like me yay yay.

though im missing training...but ill worry about that when i get back cuz currently life is brill. ooh PAP has changed songs, and this one is really really nice. i mean, really.

/goes to dl it. (:

my drama peeps have been awesome anyways, a lovely group of people, they are. and my group 1, ch4ng1 v1ll4g3, our group name pwns the most. (: hey council, tonight's out on the town, hopefully! hahahahaha.okay bye cant think of anything else to say. hearts though!

today got timetrial. i am 8-9 seconds off my targeted time. enter swear word here cuz im going for CAP next week and my fitness is gonna drop like a bag of rocks going down a cliff so....I NEED TO TRAIN DURING CAP AND I WILL I WILL I WILL REALLY.

and i spent a while bitching to leejing on the rooftop today, i think being in a mostly girls' school really really sucks cuz last time id only bitch if something annoyed me and then its over. but now something annoys me, i bitch about it, two weeks later im STILL bitching about it. GAH.

and i slammed my finger in the cupboard door two days ago. hurt like beep.

got Junyi's letter today, i love you dear.
yuyun where is yours man. xD

and shuyi is damn strange. i shall tell you why.
me: i like boys.
shuyi: i like...MEN.
me: HAHAH what kind of men, the old 80 year old ah pek at the kopitiam issit.
shuyi: NO LAH! then what about you, what kind of boys you like? 8 years old?
me: AH PEK LOVERRRR.
shuyi: PAEDOPHILE.

this happened during sex ed. dont blame us la.
and i realize that boys really like to talk about sex. sec school ones that is.
id like to think they somewhat sober up once they reach jc.

minlu, aud and i made a pact today (on the way back from coro) that we'd never go near any (enter a certain guys' school's name here) guys ever again in our entire lives. actually its more for minlu and i, not really for aud. and erm if you know minlu and my...history, i think its kinda safe to say that you probably know what school it is too. clue: all guys' secondary school.

thinking of changing blog. have had this since sec 2, the memories are...disconcerting somewhat. its scary to know anyone can come here and just root up stuff.

and I WENT BOOK SHOPPING YESTERDAY!!!! bought:-
1) sandman presents: taller tales
2) blood and gold by anne rice
3) good omens (love me, Junyi)
altogether 66 bucks or so. hahahahaha.

okay im off, essays call.

train train take me away.

by "train", i mean canoe training, not the choochoo train or the mrt kthx, though its originally meant to be in the context of the choochoo train. sigh sometimes i feel like my life is so brilliant then suddenly some random shit comes in then it lasts for a while then im back to being happy and etcetc wash rinse repeat. but im glad that sometimes i do have training to just whack and forget everything in those two hours.

i dont want to think about nationals, i just wanna think of it as another time trial, or another race like NWK. not the most important race of the year, the race that determines whether the last two years of training will come to fruition or not. its like, screw up nats and you just officially wasted the last two years of your life, cuz no one goes to nats to cap or come in last in your heats or something. you want something to show for all the efforts and in a way, contribute back to the team via points. the team that has given you so so much.

and anyways today before training i think i caught the flu from my own dear bro so before training in the AVA room for IH, i was sniffing and sneezing like i permanently had pepper spray on my nose or something. my head and nose were stuffed,like they had cotton wool in them, and i even had a slight fever.

me: eh can you check if i have a fever?
leejing: -feels own head, feels my head-
leejing: youre hotter than me.
me: xD OF COURSE THAT TOTALLY GOES WITHOUT SAYING -does gay pose-
leejing: o.O no la no la, i mean...im hotter than you....but youre warmer than me.

then generally we were laughing about hotness and etc.

later on i went to training feeling like shit. but after trng i felt a lot better. strange huh. and i just wanna say that I <3 DENIECE TAN LIN YAN so if youre reading this, thanks for pushing me during resistance training (nearly died) and thanks for giving me tips for sprints. special mention to sze, nat and my dear gero pok.

i think i need to start questioning what i think of when i start getting tired during a race, what spurs me on to whack harder even though i feel like dying. i think my reason would be...cuz im afriad of letting people down, but i think thats not really a very good reason cuz when its just you and the pain, its hard to keep going over such a reason. i actually dont know wtf i row for (apart from the usual shizz like team and college and even for mr yong) so i think i need to start figuring it out. ah shrugs.

okay enough of training news. (:
i love Haine! of Love Monster. damn shuai la.
my own bishie. MINE! MINE! <333
okay sex ed workshop today was completely rubbish. we still have another round tmr, bah. so we've had the lecture, we've had the tutorial (i.e. quiz on 5 love languages. wtf.) and now what? THE PRACTICAL??? hahaha sex ed practical. i really... >_> haha told the class this and they all were like wtf at me hahahaha.

okay randomness closed. buhbye. lubdub.

AUDREY! SHUYI! ITS WORKING! AFTER MONTHS OF TRYING, ITS FINALLY WORKING!

FREE AT LAST! FREE AT LAST! THANK GOD ALMIGHTY, IM (almost) FREE AT LAST!

training later, im motivated to push. for some random unknown reason.
comp again this weekend, whoohoo.
CAP afterwards.
comp again after CAP.
only stupid ass week ruins it all.
xP
i dont care!
cuz life is brilliant.

to the stupid ip2s who pangsehed me today during study session, BWAH! hahah hanging round the DSAs is fun enough though i wish you all were here too. (: edmund cut his hair and aiman/gerald are slacking, the slackers. x)
aud! have finished dl-ing love monster. awesome. (:

okay, see ya later peeps. (:
tomorrow is sexuality education workshop, walao.

to aud and shuus, if you dont understand the bold words above, do ask me in sch kthx. (:

why am i blogging when, like a good councillor, i should be doing my CAP COLUMN WHICH IS LIKE DUE TODAY AH AH AH NOES! okay cuz i have trouble alliterating, its so hard to do it naturally. x_x hahahah though Ed didnt say anything about alliteration but i presume its an aCAPpella tradition.

okay im off to do my column.

dhs edsnight '07 was awesome. im beginning to appreciate dhs guys, now that im in njc. just gets from bad to worse eh HAHA. well anyways squished the good ol' mates and it was a good day really. bought FAKE vol 2 from kino too, my life is brill.

has realized rather belatedly that she will be missing church four weeks in a row. im two weeks in already. whoohoo. >_>

okay CAP Column Calls, and thats alliteration enough for me. (:

haha ken hirai's pop star! and this is why im going I WANNA BE A POPSTAR at random intervals on msn. and anyways im bored and have to go for tuition in an hour or so, byebye! (:

midsummer night's dream tonight! awesome shizz.

okay after a day (yesterday) of helping shuyi sort out certain things, i feel like a guru. (:

and well. today was fine. but all i can say is shuyi + audrey + me + ri yearbook 2006 = FUN AND LAUGHTER HAHAHAHA. and boy do we have major cheeko tendencies, we were kind of picking out cute boys from the gep section. but erm it got embarrassing after a while so in the end we just saw one cute one and thats about it actually. >_> (shuyi picked him out okay.)

ohmytian so voyeuristic. i think i really need a life. and a blog censor.

and yes anyway amanda + estelly + bee + me + estelly's camera + gero as phototaker = PHOTOWHORING! whoohoo. havent done that in a while! pics will be up once i grab them off estelly. and my life would be brill if not for stupid math test tomorrow but lets not go into that now heh heh.

and blah enrichment week sucks its so complicating and i want an ipod shuffle like edmund. though that last part was kind of random. >_>

alan lin you back from overseas yet? Junyi your letter is still...not here yet. and yuyun, though its been about 3 or 4 days since i posted your letter and i know you havent gotten it yet cuz it takes like two weeks but....have you got it yet? THE ANSWER IS NO BUT I DONT CARE OKAY. hahaha.

time to blog farm now. yay. byebye.

assuming i ever clean that stupid yellow thing out.
it was a long time ago anyway. no regrets ya.

i love escapism.
cuz maybe, just maybe, after this year,
i wont have to see you ever again.

okay blogger just made my previous post disappear so im gonna have to type it all out again im so mad at this stupid thing can someone try and convince me to switch my allegiance to some other blogging machine thing?

where was i. oh yes, okay today was time trial day and the wind and current and sun were all being a bitch so my timing was slowed by eight seconds and i felt like royal shit after my sets though i think today's starts were the best ive had in a while. and the sets felt better than the last time trial but blah my timing is still slower so life sucks and stuff. i think we all need to improve together, no one should get depressed over anything that happened today okay! (:

and well today was study session and i finished one and a half math assignments despite Many Distractions such as talking and food. (: now all i need to do is finish half a math assignment and a zuo wen before tomorrow, my life is brilliant. and thanks to edmund for lending me his ipod shuffle during study session (youll read this sooner or later yeah haha) and no i didnt lose it, its right in front of me now okay.

and yay i just got a mail confirming tickets for midsummer night's dream! i love CAP council, i love GEP branch and i love mr michael corbidge cuz the tix cost like 33 bucks each so he kinda just lost 66 bucks in revenue. and haha i just noticed that if we manage to nab a picture with him at MSD, i could label the picture "Two Michaels And A Tiffany"! haha sometimes i just kill myself laughing with my lameness, heh heh.

okay and i cant remember anything else in my other post that got eaten that i didnt put down here so yay. just need to keep my spirits up cuz i think thats all i need now eh. (: cuz my life is kind of awesome at certain points and i just need to recognise that sometimes. (:

and im totally saving this post somewhere safe so in case it gets eaten by a hungry blogger, i can fish it out and stick it back in again! (:

whee havent blogged in a bit but my life is currently kind of awesome. did a napfa retest and the results are awesome. my inclined pullups improved from 45 to 51 in 30 secs so yay.

and CAP briefing was the leet too, and because i am one of the two reporters covering the interview with michael corbidge, thus i get two free tix to midsummer night's dream! mike wee and me that is, cuz we were the ones who immediately volunteered cuz i knew i really really wanted it so id have to move fast hahaha. its supposedly really good, says ele who went to watch it last nite. and plus the rest of the briefing was fun too. what with us chionging for the workshops we wanted and etc.

college day is rubbishy i wasted two hours of my life but its okay the concert was fine but i still feel a bit cheated. me gill estelly saniah and samarth just sat there and ate gill's sweets/raided my handphone messages/watched ice age 2 on my phone. hahaha.

if i have to go down for training tomorrow i will simply expire. i have contemplated a car accident though thats kinda hard to orchestrate by myself. hahaha. expire i shall! -expires- nah kidding i need to live for next fri and sat cuz CAP briefing and midsummer night's dream await! <333