okay this post is for alan because he complains he has nothing to read. and actually i dunno wtf to say since my life is actually pretty mundane. its settled down to a boring sian existence.

dootdoot.

ive run outta quizzes and memes anyways. and ive 4 moxie til i level up on kol but otherwise nothing is new. apart from the fact that dr lim accosted me outside the library on open day (friday) and asked me why i wasnt in litwing, being from CAP and all.

sorry lah. (: me is noob in engrish.

this sucks cuz if my scifi short story sucks, then my reputation as a CAPper will be destroyed. even though i never did write that good prose anyways. how in heck do you write a round char into an 800 word essay? >_>

i need music.
music please?

-sash's just around the hill comes on-

okay im done, this post is for you alan you pervy hc boy. kthxbye! (:

i am so bored that i have nothing else to do with my time other than do quizzes and bitch about how i have no time. anyways i have finished my physics and LA assignments so im freaking happy and im shoving the whole subject combi shit to the back of my mind. escapism, yay.

okay here have a meme.

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME
skye ryann. thats my internet name anyways, and we're on the net so...(:

2.What colour pants are you wearing?
pink blue yellow, in varying availabilities. im wearing my jammies dammit.
yeah its inconvenient not to, especially during training. dont own one, my keys are just separate. no

blah its LA now and i cant really be bothered about stem cell whatevers or etc. and science killz, especially when its combined with lit. bro officially started school yesterday and i cant say it doesnt please me to see him finally getting up just a short half an hour after me when previously he'd still be asleep when i leave the house.

his new laptop is also like his new wife. hes on it every night. i mean, me and kai (my darling laptop) were like that too but after the first two or three months things got better hahaha. I LUBCH YOU STILL THOUGH KAI DARDAR <3

people still ask me why i named my darling Kai. the reason, for the last time, is cuz i like short names and also cuz i named him after my fave char in beyblade. sorry la, i was once a fan. (: hahaha.

im bored im bored im bored and waiting 2 to 2 and a half hours til kol turnover. rahhh. next period is math, not A math but normal math and i get mr chia yay i heart mr chia i call him Sir Chia when im with nush but ytd on the bus i mentioned to cheryl i should change it to Saint Chia or sth. hahahahahahaha i think im just weird.

oh ya nowadays tons of people are getting sick, cuz of stress/lack of sleep/weather changes so take care of yourselves k! heart you, 03! (:

aiyah today sucks balls i hate A maths and i hate calculus and i hate life and i hate me and though everyone tells me my LA essay is teh 1337 (kinda) but im still insecure about it cuz im such a perfectionist about lit.

someone please tell me why i need to learn to find the area under a curve, other than the obvious reason that i need it to get good grades cuz thats just shallow. practical, but shallow.

and today on the 156 i was a good girl and promised cheryl booboo i would stay single til the end of the year. now when i go to switzerland/italy in nov, i will desist from any summer flings though thats is impossible cuz 1) its not summer and 2) my parents will watch me like a hawk.

but anyways. im just crapping.

i feel bad about today's math lesson. like im so useless at integration and stuff. went through the whole sec2 emo thing again only interspersed with quite a lot of bitching. geog lesson today was good, i felt better about math cuz it made me think about whether singapore is really developed despite our pro economy and etc. are we really socially developed?

although i was pigging out like mad during geog. really obviously too. heh. provided entertainment for the back few of the class though who were really fascinated by the way i mowed down all my food and finished it off with a nice lollipop. (:

anyways i need a reason to go on.
cheryl booboo and bern smell really good btw.

this intoxication thrills me
i only pray it doesnt kill me

1. You can only say Yes or No!

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!

Ever told a lie? yes
Danced in front of your mirror naked? yes
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
Kissed someone of the same sex? yes
Wanted to kiss someone of the same sex? no
Kissed a picture? yes
Watched the sunset? yes
Watched the sunrise? no
Had sex at school? no
Fallen asleep at school? yes
Held a pet mouse? no
Ran a red light? yes
Been suspended from school? no
Been fired from a job? no
Sang karaoke? yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
Kissed in the rain? no
Played bball in the rain with someone you like? yes
Sang in the shower? yes
Gave your private parts a nickname? no
Sat on a roof top? yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
Broken a bone? no
Shaved your head? no
Slept naked? no
Blacked out from drinking? no
Played a prank on someone? yes
Had a gym membership? no
Felt like killing someone? yes
Had sex more than 4 times in one day? no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? no
Been in a band? yes
Subscribed to Maxim? no
Check opp sex out? yes
Tripped on mushrooms? no
Donated Blood? no
Film a vid with friends? yes
Eaten dog meat? no
Eaten cheesecake? yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? yes
Have a tattoo? no
Have a secret? yes
Have a crush? no
Love at first sight before? no
Like food? yes
Like taking pics of yourself? yes
Like playing sports? yes
Love God? yes

just to clarify, number 4 i said yes and its true. but only on the cheek lah. (: and regarding 6 from the bottom, i said no just because. actually, the truth is i dont know.

okay done math mugging calls byebye.

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs
[x] You have a lot of friends
[x] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball/softball
[x] You're into writing and art
[x] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[ ] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[ ] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college

TOTAL: 8

HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[x] You like to follow trends.
[ ] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist
[x] You're an optimist.
[ ] You're completely straight-edge.
[x] You're very emotional.
[ ]Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[ ] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week.

TOTAL: 6

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[ ] Sports suck.
[ ] You're shy.
[x] Bush is trying his hardest to be dumb
[ ] You've been in love before
[ ] You're very smart
[ ] Hate is completely unneeded.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[x] Emo/screamo/indie is one of your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[ ] Red is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Serious is better than funny.

TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you hate.
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've dated a slug
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[x] Very loyal.
[ ] Favorite music genre is metal.
[x]They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You're scared to grow up.
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month.
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[ ] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 9


ZOMG IM IN SLYTHERIN HAHAHA. kinda unexpected, but there you go. >_> it was by a bit though. kinda figured myself more for the gryffindor/ravenclaw mould though. shrugs. koped off matthew from CAP.

okay next quiz koped off alan. again. (:

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
green fake adidas.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
fri's math test and my screwed life and -maybe- the glockenspiel just because.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
mywork. and this thing.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
no.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
not terribly bad.

6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
apart from high school musical, no.

7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
mike wee. yesterday. hahaha.

8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
yes. some people have it all. shrugs.

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
life not going my way.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yeah.

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
i try not to.

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
yes. very much.

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
the ones i dont like are called acquaintances. my friends, i love.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
yes. (: but depends on what context this qn is in, i can say MY MOTHER for all you know.

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
i would know because? hahaha i think yes.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY *Anger
Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
define mad.i have diff kinds of mad. theres emo-mad, theres loud-mad and etc. the former im most dangerous to myself, the latter im most dangerous to the person who pissed me off.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
/self. (is that decipherable? if not, say it out loud and youll get it)

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yes.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
yea though i try to control if its a small matter.

5. When was the last time you really cried?
when i got GPA back. my classmates can vouch for it.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes. when my mother whacked me silly.

7. What usually makes you cry?
bad grades, bad CCA happenings. for relationships, i booze til im comatose. no boy's worth tears to me.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
rather.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
yes. <3

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
sure, but i dont take them seriously all the same.

OKAY QUIZZES DONE BYEBYE TIFF NEEDS TO GO MUG NOW.

i hate school, school sucks and i wanna get outta hereeeee. the caal program today is drums and im like x_x my ears are killing me and im like being major stoner which is kinda hard cuz the drums are really loud. though the dudes doing the drumming are pretty pro.

I FEEL EMO I AM EMO KIDDDDD.

okay had the talk with andy yesterday and now i feel like even more uber emo but today playing sims2 with estelly made me a little happier. ((((:

math test this fri, i need to find my motivation cuz i cant integrate worth balls. okay im damn sian now and wishing i had more smses and etc so byebye.

yuyun i insist you send me a postcard/letter too! glad you got mine anyways. junyi i miss you, though thats kinda like what i say all the time and i DO miss you ok >.<

but I said no, no, no, no-no-no
i said no, no, you're not the one for me.

what do you call regretting something but yet knowing that if you went back in time with the choice to do it differently, you'd still do the same thing?

not a trick question, its really what im feeling now. asked aud today and she was like ??? and asked me that if i didnt wanna do it differently then why do i regret it. i shrugged, said it didnt know and made an educated guess that its prolly the whole "what-couldve-been" of the issue. kinda like a paradox really.

but regarding the real issue, andy may know. (: andy if youre reading this i wanna talk to you k, though i kinda dont want to (another paradox!) cuz if i told you about this you'd think i was an idiot, and even i think im an idiot but i dunno, i think i really need to figure this out.

and in completely separate news, I LIKE PURPLE COWS.

OKAY IT IS ALMOST 1:40PM AND THIS BITCH FK LOSER UPSTAIRS HAS NOT STOPPED DRILLING CONTINUOUSLY SINCE LIKE 11AM WHICH IS COMING TO THREE HOURS OF NON STOP CRAP AND I DO NOT KNOW WHETHER TO PUKE, FAINT OR DIE. MY HEAD IS THROBBING WORSE THAN AN EXPLODING VEIN AND I WISH HE WOULD JUST SHUT THE HELL UP SO I CAN GET ON TO RESEARCHING FOR GS, LA, BIO PROJECTS. THANK YOU.

oh fk its so hard to concentrate and this drilling is like boring into my head and i have i have to finish this shit by today and get some revision done and wash the toilet and i cant do all this if my head feels like its gonna implode. or explode. or whatever.

five hours of sleep from last night does not help either.
dammit. :/

yay a quiz! got this off alan's friendster bulletin. been ages since i last did a nice quiz, really. cant be bothered to find one.

1.The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
- anyone but the canoeists, for when they CALL (as opposed to sms), tis bad news. preferably a cute boy. like _____ (who rarely calls), _____ (who never calls), or (enter very long line here but who cares he doesnt even know my number)

2. When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
- always, im a good person with strong moral values HAHA SEE THAT NUSH? xD

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
- depends on how far you would like to define kiss. the last person i smooched on the cheek was either ele or wynne, so i dont mind. but if you take it LITERALLY...well uh no. never ever again thank you.

4. Do you take compliments well?
- depends on what kind. i tend to have a generic response somewhere along the lines of "youre sweet" when i get compliments from guys. for girls, its different and ill prolly glomp them.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
-haha at night when im bored on my phone.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
- OBS! haha depends on how long and the amenities the wilderness has.

7. If your house were on fire, whatwould be the first thing you would save?
- phone or ps2 or kai darling my laptop, i dont have many things of value really.

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
- prolly some chalet or some sleepover. i know, JUNYI! <3

9. Who do you text the most?
-jason. haha. or canoeists.

10. Favorite childrens book?
- i like the cherry farm willow farm series, but i havent read it in ages. otherwise, harry potter XD

11. Eye color?
- dark brown.

12. How tall are you?
- 161cm, im kinda sensitive about my height, especially to taller cousins RAHHH.

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
- sure, id do everything differently. just for the fun of it.

15. When was the last time you were at Botanic Gardens?
- last year. family trip. i have no idea why.

16. Favorite ex..?
- oh fk i hate them all.

17. Where was the furthest place youtraveled?
- USA, when i was four, london when i was 9. but if youre looking for something more recent, i think...well im going to switzerland/italy this november so i guess thats the furthest.

18. Do you like mustard?
- only with chilli.

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- depends on the company. but if its by myself, id rather sleep.

21. Do you miss anyone?
- sure.

22. Can you do splits?
- tried when i was p3, never again.

23. What movie do you want to see right now?
- STARDUST.

24. What did you do for New Years Eve?
- visit relatives?

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
- it was alright, ive seen worse.

26. Do you own a camera phone?
- nods.

27. Are you a cheerleader?
- i can be whatever you want me to be, baby. HAHAHAHA.

28. Whats the last letter of yourmiddle name?
- dont have a middle name.

29. Are you Hispanic?
- uh no.

31. Do you like care bears?
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

32. What do you buy at the Movies?
- nachos and a hotdog, if im broke i get popcorn to share with ONE other person though.

33. Do you know how to play poker?
- i do a mean game of non fatal russian roulette though. along with daidee and uhh...screw your neighbour? (:

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- always cuz im a good law abiding citizen with strong moral values! HAHA TO YOU AGAIN NUSH. xD

35. What do you wear to sleep?
- my jammies.

36. Anything big ever happen in yourCITY?
- uh apart from michael fay and chewing gum being banned and various people going missing, not really.

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
- straight.

38. Is your tongue pierced?
- hell no. it can get infected if you do that and i sure as hell wouldnt want a tongue full of pus.

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
- liver yes, onions no.

40. Do you like funny or seriouspeople better?
- funny.

41. Ever been to L.A.?
- when i was four? the only thing i can remember from that trip is kissing mickey mouse on the nose. sad eh.

42. Who is on your mind right now?
- im staring at my phone. any clue?

43.any plans 4 tonight?
- stay home and mug, do research, maybe play sims 2 life stories.

44. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
- anything by waking ashland.

45. Do you hate chocolate?
- NO I LOVE IT THREE CHEERS FOR MY LEET METABOLISM.

46. What do you and your parents fightabout the most?
- grades.

47. Are you a gullible person?
- my mother says i am... so i guess i am. >_>

48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
- no, boys are stupid. i think the question for me should be do i need a boyfriend to be HAPPIER than i guess the answer would be yes but otherwise i dont need any of that crap to make me happy cuz in the end it always comes out to being short term happiness.

49. If you could have any job what would it be?
- MTV VJ, kthx.

50. Are you easy to get along with?
- rather, if you can stand the hugs and generally close proximity.

51. What is your favorite time of day?
- anytime between 10pm to 4am.

52. Are you generally a happy person?
- quite, if not for grades.

ok im done, thanks to alice for lending me sims 2 life stories though i know youll never read this hahahah (((: okay off i go there is LA, bio and gs to do.

without music, life would be a mistake.

im officially in love with waking ashland, smashing pumpkins and nerina pallot, kthxbye.
i wanna do the impossible quiz too!
ndc celebrations was x_x but it was a pretty good effort, the goody bags were good.
went to curry wok for lunch, like omfg the food there is freaking awesome.
or maybe its cuz i was really really hungry and ate like a horse.
why am i paragraphing my entry?

WHOTHINKSISHOULDCHANGEMYSKIN SOMEPEOPLETHINKITSGETTINGBORING.
to yuyun: got my postcard yet?

went for museique on sunday! haha it was cool seeing audrey nush grace performing and the music was real pretty. got a hair cut on saturday so its really short now. im quite happy with the end result anyways, its so much more convenient and stuff.

school is boring okay. and im reminded once again why i quit kol, cuz its so freaking annoying when you run outta adventures. and well its down to 80 adventures when you first join and now its 40 per day, last time it used to be more if i recall correctly. i remember not logging in for a while and when i got back i had 200 turns which is like the max you can get at any one time i think. i have lots of things to do in kol and i can do them due to lack of adventures this annoys me to no freaking end. anyways okay LA is supposed to be now but teacher is not here so we are just slacking haha (:

rah i wanna photowhore and go out. someone date me please.

okay rah im back, though i actually have nothing to blog about other than the usual bitching about school (im overworked i tell you, ive even made a freaking to-do list which is so unlike me and all just cuz im worried ill forget something which i rarely if ever do but the point is that i have a ton of work to do) and the latest news about canoeing, which involves timings and stuff and since i dont wanna put my timings up here, therefore i kind of have nothing to talk about.


uhh. erm.


okay ive rejoined KoL. (: and gill's new laptop is very sexy and extremely good for mass photowhoring, shes taken like 120 pics on it already with various different effects.


AIYAH I REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.


...would you all like some pictures of ze canoeists? (: okay here goes...

this above picture is b div 2006! am i spottable? (:
thios above here is b div girls 2007, with all our bling and stuff.
this here is njc canoeing team 2007 (:

anyways after tuition im gonna go cut my hair, yay im happy i need not tie my hair up into a toiletbrush-esque like thing during training anymore. woot. now i need to go cook lunch (: hope i dont blow up the house haha.

alright im off byebye.