this is officially my life now that i have no training, no studies, no boyfriend (hurhurhur) and almost (almost, i said almost! or would you lot prefer hardly any?) no friends to hang out with.


at least i can count on d/hr always being there for me, just as long as ive an internet connection and a fully functioning laptop or desktop. tiff hearts d/hr, its kept her sane this entire holiday thus far. <3

have read all 95 fics on the dramione awards nominee list, and have finally voted. joy. also have read a ton of fics NOT on the nominee list. im so glad for d/hr.

or would it be easier if i said i'm lonely and bitter and growing white being cooped up all damn day in front of a laptop screaming OMG NATURAL LIGHT, GET IT OFF ME everytime the damn curtain flaps open? but i love d/hr all the same.

went to gill's house today to hang with the gill and the bee, had the most awesome time everrr, hahaha. i love my (ex) teammates and yeah y'all are great friends. lurbch. though gill's pool is so darn cold! x_x nearly froze to death hahaha. and hurrah for peter, gill's little bro, who's going to SJI next year (congrats). my nails still smell of chlorine. >_> and gah, i think i heart donuts. went to DF today to get the shizz, and shipped it to gill's house, the moron having woken me up via phone at the unholy hour of 1230pm to go and buy them. i still love you gill, though i was due at your house at 2 and was planning to get up at like. 1 plus or so. >.<

we also watched blow dry (yes its a movie) and i dutifully snuggled up to whoever was nearby during the fluff parts, though there werent many. and bee is like some mosquito magnet, she kept attracting them in the pool. and omg i learnt that bee reads my blog o.O and apparently so does gill (on occasion). so yes, HI TO YOU TWO I LOVE YOU BOTH KTHX.

borrowed sweet home alabama to go home and watch after our ba chor mee dinner. was going to start on it, before realizing watching romcoms (romantic comedies) alone is just...sad. anyone offering company? (: haha. and plus bro mugging for uni exams so id best leave the room uninterrupted. might start on it tomorrow, but the general idea is that its still kinda sad, really.

ok ive no idea wtf to do now. dead bored and have no life and bro demands no disturbances so yeah. shrugs. c'est la vie. bye.

more quizzes!
this is one of those what have you lived through kinda quizzes. fwah. here goes!

[1] I have read a book before

[2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

[ ] I have been to Canada.

[3] I have been on some sort of sports team.

[4] I have watched cartoons for hours before

[5] I have tripped UP the stairs.

[6] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing.

[7] I have played ping pong.

[8] I swam in the ocean.

[ ] I have been on a whale watch.

[9] I have seen fireworks.

[ ] I have seen a shooting star.

[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.

[10]I have almost drowned.

[11] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

[12] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.

[13] I have had stitch(es).

[14] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there. (does the ice box count? my poor tongue.)

[ ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects.

[ ] I currently have a job.

[15] I have been ice skating.

[16] I have been rollerblading.

[17]I have fallen flat on my face.

[18]I have tripped over my own two feet.

[19] I have been in a fist fight.

[20] I have played videogames/com for more than 3hours straight.

[21] I have watched The Power Rangers before.

[21] I do / have attended Church regularly.

[22] I have played truth or dare.

[23] I have already had my 16th birthday.

[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday. (its in 2 months, approx!)

[24]I've called someone stupid. And meant it.

[25] I've been in a verbal argument.

[26] I've cried in school.

[27] I've played basketball on a team.

[] I've played softball on a team.

[] I've played football on a team.

[] I've played soccer on a team.

[] I've done cheerleading on a team.

[] I've swam on a team.

[28]I've been swimming more than 20 times in mylife.

[ ] I've bungee jumped.

[29] I've climbed a rock wall before.

[30]I've lost more than $20.

[31] I've called myself an idiot

[32] I've called someone else an idiot

[33] I've cried myself to sleep

[34]I've had (or have) pets.

[35] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape

[36]I've owned a Britney Spears cd

[37] I've owned an N*Sync cd

[38] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd (YAY BSB!)

[39] I've mooned someone

[40]I've sworn at someone in authority

[ ]I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.

[41]I've been on TV (JUNYI the neil gaiman interview thing!)

[42]I've eaten sushi.

[43] I've been on the other side of a waterfall

[44] I've watched all of the Lord of the Ringsmovies.

[45] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.

[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

[46] I've watched Looney Tunes before.

[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker

[ ]I've been called a geek.

[47]I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

[48] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

[49] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.

[50] I've written poetry.

[ ] I've been arrested

[ ]I've been attracted to someone much older than me

[51]I've been tickled till I've cried

[52]I've tickled someone else until they cried

[53] I've had / have siblings

[ ] I've been to a rock concert

[54]I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it

[55]I've been in a play

[ ] I've been picked last in gym class

[56]I've been picked first in gym class or so

[57]Ive been picked in that middle-range in gymclass.

[58] I've cried in front of my friends

[59]I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages

[60] I've freaked out over a sports game

[61] I've vomited in public (omg the sec 2k chalet where chia and i got sloshed, haha)

[ ] I've washed someone else's vomit

[] I've ran away

[ ] I've had a stalker

[62]I've had a fight with someone on txt

[63] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face

[64] I've been in a car accident (but uninjured)

[65]I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me

[ ] I've personally seen someone die

[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away

[ ]I've lost someone who meant the world

i've done 65 out of 99 things. joy to the world.

because i love quizzes.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: tiffany
Birth date: 22/01/1991
Current status: jetlagging still.
EyeColor: brown
Hair Color: brown-black (the sun)
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: aquarius

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: china, lots of it.
Your fears: i fear nothing but fear itself. (haha)
Your weakness: sappy romantic comedies. sap in any form.
Your perfect pizza : lots of cheese. ham. no capsicum or anchovies kthx.

LAYER THREE:
YESTERDAY,TODAY,TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: can go back to bed?
Your bedtime: 11pm, 12am, 1am?
Your most missed memory: GEP.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: never been on a group date.
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino. or a latte macchiato, if youve got it (:

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: tried, hate it, no.
Curse: used to, badly. now, not so much.
Take a shower: yes. i smell good kthx
Have a crush: perhaps.
Think you've been in love: no.
Like(d) school: once.
Want to get married: i believe so.
Believe in yourself: at times.
Think you're a health freak: no

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: duh.
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: does the OBS presentation count?
Eaten Sushi: yes
Been dumped: baby, IM the one that does the dumping.
Gone skating: no.
Dyed your hair: no, its all natural.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: tried, but it was so stupid. *takes off one earring* is hardly stripping.
Changed who you were to fit in: no.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age youre hoping to be married: late twenties, early thirties. before that, I WILL PARTY.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: anything
Best hair color: anything

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO : msning
1 HOUR AGO: msning
5 HOURS AGO: msning
1 WEEK AGO: EUROPEEEEEE!!!
1 YEAR AGO: training. probably.

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: lit.
I FEEL : confused. by you.
I HATE: annoying people.
I HIDE: enough.
I MISS: 06IP03. and GEP.
I NEED: to (say it with me, people) GET A LIFE!

okay filler post haha, scroll down one for the serious shit.

I AM HOME DID YOU LOT MISS ME. haha youd better anyway, otherwise id bite the whole load of you when i see you next. well, came back saturday morning from switzerland/italy (flew there to Zurich, flew BACK from Rome) and i watched like 6 movies on the plane non stop. considering the fact its like a 12-13 hour flight, thats a long way gone to killing me eyes. (:

i watched:-
-no reservations (twice. its one of the sweetest romantic comedies EVER. everyone catch it NOWNOWNOW.)
-the longest yard (again. cuz i like the theme song and the ending)
-the simpsons movie (simply cuz its spas)
-license to wed (cuz mandy moore is pretttty)
-hooked on you (cuz i thought id try a chinese romantic movie, but the ending stunk. call it being realistic if you will, but i think all romantic movies should have a happy ending!)
-billy elliot (ditto longest yard. watched it before but needed to refresh memory.)

omg i think i wanna rent no reservations and watch it for the third time cuz its pretty darn awesome. i think catherine zeta-jones is Very Pretty. and switzerland/italy was SO AWESOME EVERYONE GO THERE NOW HAHAHAHA.

thankies to nush for lending me her ipod. and get your rear end back from melbourne pronto plx kthx. i want to go to your house and cook omelettes and listen to your/bee's attempts at playing the piano and sightread hahaha. and yes yes i got in ACJC and yes yes im going and yes yes i just left canoeing. so im free for the whole of NEXT MONTH. people, start asking me out now before i bite you all. you hear me!

and to you. i dont know where you are. originally it was wearing on me terribly and id check my phone every now and then but now although it still bothers me, i find im beginning to tell myself to just grow a backbone and a set of (metaphorical) balls and just Deal With It and srsly, unless you stop...doing whatever youre doing and inform me of the fact that you are actually alive, i fear i just wont care anymore. perhaps you are busy, but one sms wont kill you, really.

(rereads what self has just wrote)
God, i need a life.

and to another you. YOU PISS ME OFF KTHXBYE stop using me as a substitute. you have someone already so. stop hitting on me. and whatever. you blow hot and cold. this is a reminder to myself to ignore you next time you open some shit msn convo with me.

(rereads what self has just wrote again)
Dear God, i think i really do need a life.

(decides to hate MANkind forevermore)

and dear mr stephen loh. im sorry to lump you in with my emo crap, but i just attended your funeral today and do rest in peace. and im sorry for eating all the melon seeds on the plate. hope you dont mind. ill miss you k.

omg im listening to mainstream crap. /hits self.
current playlist:-
-random list of britney songs
-jessica simpson's with you (NUSH THIS IS FOR YOU I GOT IT OFF YOUR IPOD)
-natalie's where are you, featuring justin roman
-take that's rule the world
-nelly's fly away

apparently, not only do i need a life, i also need better taste in music. but darlings, this just feels so darn good. to listen to crap once in a while and love it. (:

JUNYI I MISS YOU TOO YOU BETTER FLY BACK SOON TOO YOU HEAR.

I AM GOING TO EUROPE FOR TWELVE DAYS. (switzerland/italy)
MY FLIGHT IS AT 1AM.
I AM LEAVING FOR THE AIRPORT IN APPROX AN HOUR.
MISS ME OR I WILL POKE YOUR EYES OUT.
i'll miss you too.

btw im bringing my phone for music purposes (in case nush's ipod dies haha). any smses will be received and laughed at cuz smsing to Europe aint cheap man. this is a warning (:

back from obs with 41 mozzie bites and a ton of memories. im so glad that i went even though i complained tons that i wanted to go home.

special moments include:-
1) gill and my attempts to pok kai the obs establishment cuz we were so pissed at them for sending us into the gross wilderness with two million HUGE spiders to find checkpoints on undecipherable maps. and we were gross wet cold and hungry cuz it had rained earlier. we tried to EAT THEM OUT OF BUSINESS but we ended up getting pok kai-ed ourselves. hahaha!
2) WHEN I SAY ZILE YOU SAY... "OH MY GOD!"
3) our lizard warrior cheer
4) singing on the cutter the entire way sailing to sembawang and back.
5) kayaking and "my grandmother can row (replace this with any other verb) faster than you!"
6) the two million mosquitoes and spiders.
7) our animal game.
8) of ubin sunsets and chiobu instructors.
9) SENTRY DUTY OMG.
10) gill's smelly hairclips.
11) rach and i boob/butt shaking.

and so many more!
i love my watch.
zile jiasheng wenloong jocelyn amanda gill rach jolene des sherlene me.
love y'all forever, thanks for everything!

flying off for Europe at 1am tomorrow night.
here we go again.

i feel happy, contented, satisfied. for all is right with the world. i love my teammates, especially my darling ip2 ones (gero bee gill matt zile). my grades are pretty much expected. my combi is cool. there is peaceful music playing, i appreciate the final fantasy x-2 soundtrack/vocal collection and desire to marry nobuo uematsu because he makes such gorgeous music.

oh baby you can make some /really/ good music with me. in more ones than one.
SNIGGERS. okay maybe i dont want to marry him after all, hes kind of old.

i am left alone to chill with my dhr fanfiction and my darling laptop (kai, i love you). i love my class and friends. i am /not/ attending the 91-13y supposed ip2 eoy party thing tomorrow cuz i need to shop for my jeans and jeez people we'll still be together, so chill. think ill colour my hair tomorrow with the temporary dye. or after obs, if im feeling bored. quite fun what hahaha.

im such a wuss, ill never really colour my hair for real cuz ill need to dye it back and i cant bear to lose my natural light brown highlights (thank you, mr sun). i feel very happy whenever someone goes like, "omg did you dye/highlight your hair" and i can proudly say NO ITS NATURAL. so, screw you skin cancer, mr sun is being nice by saving my momma hundreds of bucks so i neednt dye my hair cuz its freaking natural. yes this is the power of spending the last 4 years in the sun (:

and yes. im feeling really really warm and loved right now, from all corners. so if youve been part of today, thank you so much cuz its a pretty good feeling. te amo!