about half an hour til singapore's official 2008. dont really feel any different actually, to me its just another day. spent xmas like this too, so its no biggie. discovered that Lucy in across the universe is played by evan rachel wood. who is bloody hot. whom i didnt recognise in the movie (noticed that she was quite familiar but couldnt really recognise her). the reason being that she wasnt wearing the usual heavy makeup and her air was gelled in its usual style. her hair in the movie was soft and curling and her makeup was natural and muted.

when shes with marilyn manson she somehow wears different makeup and does her hair differently. oh well. whatever it is, shes pretty hot. hahahaaa. im oka with her dating marilyn manson, a guy almost twice her age, cuz after all im an SSHG fan so who am i to judge hahahaaa.

but yes across the universe was a good show.

anyways, i finally got me a birthday present, paid for it myself. a green 2nd generation ipod nano. i.e. the generation before the current ipod nano. it looks so pretty. (: i think i should name it but i cant think of anything good yet. my boy names are running out. most of my possessions are guys anyway, apart from my ps2 which is kind of androgynous, depending on which game im playing.

any suggestions?

tonight is the last night i get to party with truly no repercussions. tomorrow night is the night before school. and that starts 2 years of pain. the next time i get to truly let loose is after A levels. its terrible, but thats life. i would go get some alcohol, but i just brushed my teeth. oh well.

see you 2007. you were a year i wouldnt mind forgetting most of (not all of, though). grades, CCA, love life...2007 was screwed in all of these. if i could erase 2007 from these areas, i would. 06IP03, you have been my saving grace though. and i will miss you next year.

20 minutes. holla.

shoutout to junyi: hello darl! (:

there is SCHOOL on wednesday, omfg! ele and i are in the same clan, though not the same OG, unfortunately. ill settle for that though, its good enough for me. however, junyi went home today, feeling quite down about that. oh well. its hard to think that next time i see junyi, itll be just before common test. its kind of sobering. and kind of makes me think a little about what i will have to do once school reopens. sure the first few days will be dead slack cuz its orientation, but once lessons start i think the seriousness has to kick in. no matter whether its before or after the six weeks or whatever. i mean, i already dont have O levels, if i screw up my As my life is over.

i remember the last new year's resolution i made when i was 11 years old. i resolved never to make any more new year's resolutions. im proud (kind of haha) to say that i have kept that resolution ever since! however i may feel like breaking it this year.

or perhaps i wont call it a new year's resolution. just a simple goal for the year 2008, an aim, whatever. broadcasting it here so i wont back out or anything unballsy (metaphorically) like that.

tiff's goals for 2008
-attain at least a C for H2 math (assuming i decide to take it)
-attain an A for H1 math (assuming i decide to take it)
-be committed to whatever CCA(s?) i choose
-attempt constant revision and understanding of subject matter
-read the newspaper to improve GP/econs knowledge
-CHIONG FFX BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS AND THEN LOCK UP THE PS2
-strike a balance between...distractions...and schoolwork
-get into CAP08
-PASS HCL O LEVELS OHMYTIAN IF I FAIL I WILL DIE

i would say not have any distractions at all, but knowing me i think thats kind of like not breathing or something. >_> and i say distractions as a general thing. the PS2 and games included etc.

OHMYTIAN IM GOING TO BE J1. WHOOHOO.

okay bye. >_>
junyi i miss you alreadyyy.
(ele and i tried to kidnap junyi to prevent junyi from boarding the flight but apparently things dont work that way eh. bah. hahaaa.)

Lit
Geog
Math
Econs
PW (yuck)
GP/KI? (depends on whether i take H1 or H2 math)

lets go.

because youtube hates my (methaphorical) balls.
junyi goes home on sunday, i cry. blah.
school's on wednesday, i wonder what orientation will be like.

lol lol lollerskates.

recently, in tiff's life:-

-stayed over at ele's house with junyi
-hung out with ele and junyi
-went for mike wee's concert with ele, junyi and wynne
-brother got lasik done, im a bit scared of doing it now
-petsitting cousin's hamsters whole theyre away
-went to watch national treasure with wynne and 5 other RI boys, one of whom is her best friend (nuff said about the whole thing, actually)
-xmas party at ele's place with ele, junyi, mike wee, yiyong, del (missed del terribly)
-restarted FFX, horribly addicted to it now
-slowly weaning self off SSHG and DMHG fics
-got asked to join AC canoeing and come down for their training, im not sure how i feel about that currently

im so glad that junyi is home, i dont think ill ever stop being happy cuz now that junyi is back, my world is complete. (: we're supposed to do wuzhang, babe, please dont forget.

and...strange as it sounds, its scary to have your heart actually physically ache when one reads fanfiction. i think...wait, i cant say i think i need a life cuz im just beginning to have one, but i think i need to get /more/ of a life, perhaps.

i have 20 bucks. should i splurge on FAKE vol 4 tomorrow...?

i think i would like to go to school. but if january coming means junyi leaving, i think id rather be bored and it be december forever.

watching across the universe tomorrow. here we go.

youtube hates me.
anyway, im glad junyi is back, even though we totally made fools of ourselves yesterday on the ice while iceskating, while ele happily zoomed around. starbucks coffee pwns coffee bean too, im sorry. though coffee bean's food is awesome. went to watch enchanted with wl, its horribly sappy and eats away at my brain cells but its very feel good. i felt very happy and feel good after the movie, even though i also felt a bit stupid and spasticated. uhh yeah you get the point.

addicted to sour plum sticks, whoo. im getting fat.

JUNYI IS HOME!
(yay)

actually junyi has been back since yesterday. but the idea is there. went out with junyi ele wynne yesterday to the airport then to parkway, picking up wl's birthday present on the way. and yes yesterday was wl's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY! went iceskating today with junyi and ele, so thus in the past few days i have been very tired and i have spent a lot of money.

also because i have broken up with canoeing, my feet are...shedding. all the hard skin and etc, so the soles are this huge (painless) peeling mass of skin. its not gross, its just a bit weird. anyway, ELE IS COMING TO AC WITH MEEEEE so yay i have a friend!

life is looking up, compared to the rather dismal state its been in for the past few weeks. and okay bye, s/hr calls, as does pride and prejudice (the colin firth one, ele lent it to me). going out with wl tomorrow to spend more money. urk. hahaha (:

official registration day. and also the day where i start getting a life. thurs and fri, going out and over the weekend i presume ive to go fetch junyi from the airport. junyi, post your flight details on my tagboard cuz msn hates me right now. or email me. etc. thankies babe.

urk d/hr authors are taking 2 million years to update! i am so mad. thus to tide myself over, im music-ing, watching romcoms (lots) and reading s/hr fics. if you dont know what s/hr is...start guessing (: ahaha. yeah its a horribly unlikely pairing, but its still kind of nice. dont knock it til youve tried it.

my internet hates me really bad now. so pardon me if i cant get onto certain websites. like gmail or fb or whatever. its annoying, but c'est la vie. and i love my uniform. hahah randomity. okay bye.

i needed to see this up here.
im tired and sick of this shit.
youre fucking nothing to me.
bye.
/end rant.

things to do
6th dec - lunch with mike wee & andy, dinner with mom & mom's friends, check dramione awards winners.
12th dec - acjc official registration.
somewhere between 10th to 14th dec - go to nush's house, watch enchanted with nush.
16th dec - junyi's home!
20th dec - mike wee's concert. (someone go with me? >.<)

everyday - read dramione. hahaaa.

its only now that i realize how much my life has revolved around training and the class. without these two things, i officially have no life. watching shows/reading fanfiction only last so long. wasting an entire day by waking up in the afternoon and lazing on the laptop doesnt really give one a sense of fulfillment. there are even set websites that i go to nowadays. gmail, fb, colouredgrey, dramione awards, xkcd, asofterworld, postsecret, san.pengguo, blogger, youtube, imdb, etc.

i need meaning in my life.

maybe one day ill just put on my best outfit and roam orchard alone til the sun goes down. pretty cool, i think. esp since the decos on the streets are kinda pretty, in a cliche sort of way.

though reading fanfics does make me happy. and it does teach you little lessons about life. like how theres a big difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. nods. hahah.

Junyi's back on the 16th. 13 more days of wasting to go.