quick post. need to meet mom soon.

went out with chrys today. talked about life. and o levels. and boys. and ACJ.
thanks so much babe for listening to me, and for sharing.it truly was good talking to you, and getting to know you. and im glad you can stay in acj. truly, it wouldnt be the same without you around. cliche as it sounds, its true. and im content with that.

fucked up hcl. (yes this requires a swear word, im sorry) i can say no more. i wonder if i should drop it, even with such screwed up grades. i wonder when ill stop screwing up the big exams. first PSLE, now o levels. i wonder if third time's the charm? (if i screw up A levels, youll see me hanging from a tree hahaha)

forgive me for the emoshit today, i think after hanging with chrys and listening to rachael yamagata together and...realizing certain things about certain people, i have been wallowing. i hate not knowing things. i hate not understanding things. i need to know and understand this. only asking can lead to the answer, yet im afraid to ask. (chrys will get this. as roundabout and vague as it is.)

in happier news, i need a date for next week's substation stuff. anyone available?
also, buy fun o rama tix from me!

/from the inside out;
Lord my soul cries out.

edit: though ive never posted any christian song lyrics on my blog before, perhaps now is a good time to start. chapel on monday, the thought of that actually makes me happy. its a strange feeling, but not unwelcome.

thanks chrys (:

turned 17 yesterday, thanks to my dear friends/classmates/og mates/ogls/exclassmates etc who sent me smses, sang me songs, bought me presents/cake, and generally did things for me that i will never forget. its vague i know, but there so much to say. just know that you have touched my life here in ac a lot (and for those at nj, you made me remember nj). and i love you alllll!

camwhored today. have to sleep soon so this will be brief.

yu yong and me, the two nuts who jointly wore the ac uni today! the inaugural photo.
xinyue and me! with Jiffy. my (slightly belated) birthday present from janice, jc and yaozhong. thank you guys!
caiyi and me. with jiffy! cuz everyone thinks hes cute.
yu yong and me with Jiffy! hes dead cute right (it is up to you to speculate which "he" i am referring to) haha okay fine jiffy is cute. imo, this above pic is my FAVOURITE. (: cuz i look nice (uhhhh...lol). okay back to nj tmr for hcl o lvl results. die.

/sixteen, im alright with you.
(its fifteen in the song, but who cares)
i love being seventeen, omg.

to jared: happy belated birthday, youre just 4 days older than i am! 1AH forever!

have gotten timetable today, and omfgwtfbbq i hardly have any friends in my h1 math tutorial group! there are lots of math deficient people here in acjc, and thus we have been split into FOUR tutorial groups. however it just happens that i am in group 2, chrystal is in group 3 and gid is in group 4. -.- life is pretty unfair huh. RAHHH. am trying to find out why gid is in a diff lit group from becky, paul and i, despite the fact we're all in the same class and we are all supposed to be (supposedly, i reiterate) having a slightly diff lit syllabus.

anyway i quite enjoy my lovely class, theyre such nice people and is fun to get to know them during free periods in the canteen where we just chill out and talk (and eat way too much).

I HEART 1AH!

yeah thats my class anyway. currently really enjoying lessons (except math which is sian and econs where i catch no ball, but otherwise im loving ac lots). and honestly, i have no regrets coming here. despite the many many questions i get such as...

/rant begins here

youre from nj ah? (are you blind? can you not see my uniform?)
why are you from nj? (...because?)
how old are you? (...uhh your age?)
is that your schoolmate? (THATS JURONG SEC, YOU NOOB. their uni srsly resembles ours.)
why you want to come to ac? (oh the million dollar qn)

AND I AM A DIRECT ADMISSION AKA TRANSFER STUDENT. I DID NOT "DROP OUT" FROM NJC, NEITHER AM I A "NJC REJECT". I CAME HERE OF MY OWN FREE WILL EVEN THOUGH I COULD HAVE CONTINUED ON THERE, CAPISCE?

yes one can probably tell ive gotten these questions for wayyy too long. i mean even becky (who is from rgs) doesnt get as many questions as i do. most people just think shes an IJ girl who did sth to her uniform. (like huh???) some people think im from jurong sec however some people also recognised the nj uni which leads to qns. anyway, use your brain lah. i am not a retainee or a dropout or a reject, acjc wouldnt take me if i was. -.- theyve enough retainees of their own to deal with.

the government should really get people to recognise the IP. if more people knew about it i wouldnt be getting so many $#@! questions. >:(

/end rant

anyways as i was saying. no regrets. never.
I LUBCHOO, ACJ!
and ya everyone buy fun-o-rama tix from me, 29th march saturday. you know you want to.
okay im off bye. quite a bit of work to do.

ahaha I AM IN LOVE WITH ACJC! despite the fact i just got sent for DC today (detention class, wtf) cuz i was unwittingly late. woke up an hour late. bah. but was only 2mins late! crap, couldve still been early if not for the $#@! jam at macr area. biggest waste of one and a half hours of my life. oh well.

latest news: went bowling (i suck at it) with the OG! pics up soon, need to kope from janice's blog. haha. though only 9 people went (hurrr) but it was still a good experience. played lots of taboo. and i hang out too much with the drama people. its not my fault that all my friends happen to take drama right. and of course drama people attract more drama people like flies to honey and then...yeah im surrounded by drama people.

currently for h1 math im doing freaking logarithms. cant remember shit from logarithms, though some of the questions are relatively easy. think its just gonna be a refresher course for now. bwah. gid, crystal and i enjoy h1 math. okay rather we hate it but we enjoy it cuz its relatively easy. thanks though to the barker boys who helped me in math today haha. i is noob.

and omg i want to marry becky kwan. becky is verily nice and made me a notebook. it is so prettyyyyy! x) lubchoo becky. even though your expression in the morning does not vary much beyond >.< (srsly.)

HOKAY. i love ac and i wish all the nice (O level, hurr) people that i have gotten to know and pretty much adore will get to stay after JAE. whee. <3 ok bye. should start reading great expectations. fwah.

this is for the people who do not own facebook and thus cannot see my album there with regards to the ACJC orientation.
this is us at vivo.
eating.
more eating.
more eating.
...more eating.
haha unglam shot of OGL.
OUR OG MERDEKA, of the clan joaquim.
gimme gimme more.
after campfire at night.
ditto.
ditto.
the girls!
yu yong and i.
janice and i.

okay yeah thats about it. anyways, my combi has undergone a slight change. i say that very calmly as with CCA and this combi, it may very well kill me especially since i have to take h1 chinese until my HCL O level results come back. which i better have passed or there will be hell to pay. (d7 also can.)

im now doing lit geog econs ki and h1math. i say this with the assumption that i passed the ki test yesterday, as results are out tomorrow. i will hate to have to do h2 math because i failed the ki test. >.< and although i am not doing history, i sat in the lecture with gideon just to laugh at mr ngoei cuz he is freaking hilarious. I DONCHT LIKE READING! yes starfish.

and becky kwan and i love mr lynn, hes so metro. the green striped jacket and the yellow striped jacket! discipline master or not, he is damn cool plx. lolll. TO THE POWERS THAT BE (i.e. the administration), PUT US INTO MR LYNN'S GEOG CLASS, OR EVEN HIS FORM CLASS OMFG.

i can sing the ac anthem. try me. (:

and yes GP is damn boring, im so glad im (hopefully) not taking it. plxplx KI. i promise i will live in the library from now on. and fyi the lit books are COOL here. herland, brave new world and a clockwork orange! ele, gid, becky and i (and paul! i nearly forgot paul) will just go nuts lah.

everyone here (almost) takes 3 h2s and 1 h1! its so unnatural. and everyone wants to take h1 econs, despite my admonitions that its pretty much like h2. -.- lots of people here think my combi is crazy. but in njc i think itd be pretty normal. since everyone there (almost) takes 4 h2s. >_> lol. okay yeah AC ROCKS ZOMFG im glad i came and no regrets whee.

i love AC! i officially wanna spend the rest of my life (or at least the next two years) here. today was beyond brill and way more fun than yesterday. managed to master the dance adequately, though theres still one more to learn. the games were awesome, what with the starch flinging, jumping into mini portable pools and sliding on soap water. lots of creativity shown, really. and it was pretty filthy. me hates the feeling of (wet) starch (mixed with ketchup/chilli from macs) on my person, lol.

i love the cheers as well, theyre pretty original and the school spirit can really be felt. and they have rebuttal cheers too! we never had that in nj right. hahaha. kind of wish orientation didnt end so fast though, it ends on saturday. bahhh. x_x

lessons start next next week i think. 10th jan there be subject combi picks. blah. attempted learning to sing the ac anthem today. i think it comes with time, lol. okay im off byebye.

orientation!
i am dead shagged right now, but hell it was the time of my life.
though i was unenthu half the time,but still it was great.
tired. to sleep i go. somehow wish lessons would start soon!
blog further about this laterrrr.