okay orientation 2 was alright but it wasnt the brilliance that orientation 1 was, unfortunately. i think everybody felt it but somehow its cool cuz i guess you know its really over and you should get down to business and whatever instead of playing around and ponning lessons. sequels never live up to the original anyway, unless they were made to be like a trilogy like LOTR or whatever.

im still loving ac though. today was the last day that i got to wear my nj uniform so i did, and it was comfortable enough like putting on a pair of old worn sneakers but somehow despite the nostalgia and memories, i think its really time to move on. ill miss nj but somehow...things will work out.

fun o rama fundraising is crazy shizz, camped out at divya and bern's house on sun and mon respectively. ive been seeing divya wayyy too much lately hahaha but im glad cuz shes lovely. (: bern owns intellectual chicklit like omg o.O and her mom is pretty awesome. raised about 900 over bucks altogether so far. lets go, AH, lets go! need all that monies for base cost for the haunted house anyway so EVERYONE COME TO MY HAUNTED HOUSE XD.

still hoping for my appeal cases. darlings, try and make it back okay!

registered final subject combi. its over but i think its just the end of the beginning and the hell is gonna start soon, you never know. stuff is slack now but if i dont watch out, everything is gonna pour on my ass like a freaking avalanche and then im screwed big time.

hope i stay in 1AH. i love them to bits and i cannot foresee strange new people coming in...but that has to happen unfortunately. so til then im hoping everything turns out fine.

this post looks so generic. im sorry. (not) xD
im missing you. & im glad youre here and a complete idiot cuz hey i think i really really like you.
BYE PEOPLE! (:

because ONE person has begged me to blog (thank you nush!) therefore i shall. chapel (or was it one of the devotions?) this week mentioned something about giving, and the community. so thus i shall affirm nush today. nush you are special and this post is for you. lubchoo long time!

i am awake at 230am. okay the fact that i slept from 7ish to 1130 is nonwithstanding, but im up because i want to be up. sometimes i really do prefer the night to the day. i stay up til 7am sometimes, then the light starts streaming in and i know i should sleep. its just the quiet and the serenity and the peacefulness of the night, sitting in bed with kai and his light on my face and the whirring of the aircon up ahead. (note: kai is my laptop. i am not dodgy.)

there are no pretensions late at night. its just you and your thoughts and a laptop that wont judge you whoever you are. its the feeling of introspection that one can only get when it is truly absolutely quiet. which is why i sleep when the light comes, for the birds start chirping and that totally ruins the moment.

city lights and street lights mean nothing. its just the sheer beauty of the night, the darkness. and somehow i revel in the slight loneliness of it all.

i will stay up for as long as i wish.

for the record, i had a lovely vday. (how random)

i would blog more seriously, but somehow i feel living life as it is...is a lot better than dwelling on the past. i no longer find it as fulfilling to type down my thoughts as i once did. i dont know.

im happy. no this isnt irony.
and im dropping ki. haha.
okay bye. someone beg me to blog and i will, seriously. (:

I AM LISTENING TO SWANS BY UNKLE BOB AND I AM FEELING RELATIVELY EMO.

I MISS YOU DEL. I MISS YOU GEN.
and i love you, 2k '05.

/you tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again.
(stop posting emoshit lyrics here tiff >.<)