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Pride and Prejudice
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Don't have much to say here cuz I just got my greedy paws on FM2009, courtesy of my dad who apparently spoils me rotten according to my mom (heh) so I've been busy playing all damn night. In fact, just broke my waking up record by waking up at the happy time of 5:30pm. In my defence I slept reaaaaally late last night (morning?) so its somewhat justified haha.

Anyway just went on this sneezing spree. They say if you sneeze, someone's thinking about you. Now who the heck came up with that hahaha. If thats true, someone must be /majorly/ thinking about me cuz I couldn't stop sneezing. Ughhh x_x

Okay nothing else. Back to FM2009 x) My belief is that during the holidays you should do things you don't normally do during the school days and for me thats sit at home and play computer games so well... I also have to get my paws on my PS2 soon, but that will happen once I lay off FM2009 for a bit I guess hahah xD

omg haha ipod
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

My iPod knows when I'm feeling down. Out of the corner of my eye, it suddenly blinked on,which is kind of scary but haha my number two baby boy (Kaikai my laptop is my number one baby boy) knows when Mommy needs cheering up :D

Song was: All I See by Kylie Minogue. Terribly happy feelgood. Love you, Dahl! (Thats his name.)

WARNING: SAPPY LOVE CHARGED LYRICS BELOW, STOP READING NOW KTHXBYE :D haha I have to stop doing this seriously.

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

Weekend has arrived
Everybody's trying to find something to get into
My friends wanna go out
But I can't cancel my plans

Got a date with my baby
He's taking me out so I'm gonna catch up with you
Some other day, gotta go
Can't make him wait tonight

Have to make sure I'm looking hot
'Cause we're going to our favourite spot
Till the morning we're gonna rock
Boy you rock me up, yeah

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song, dance floor is ours
All I see is you

The DJ's got me feeling like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart in two
'Cause all I see is you

I get lost in time
When I'm looking in your eyes and we're body to body
I don't want you to rush
'Cause you're feeling like heaven to me

Follow the rhythm and keep it real close
In the dark everything goes
Love it better when you touch
Don't stop, baby 'cause we've just begun

Have to make sure I'm looking hot
'Cause we're going to our favourite spot
Till the morning we're gonna rock
Boy you rock me up, yeah

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song, dance floor is ours
All I see is you

The DJ's got me feeling like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart in two
'Cause all I see is you

Oh, oh, oh
Please don't let me go oh, oh
My love for you is growing more and more and more
As we move across the floor, oh, oh

'Cause all I see is you
'Cause all I see is you
DJ, spin my record again

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song, dance floor is ours
All I see is you

The DJ's got me feeling like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart in two
'Cause all I see is you

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song, dance floor is ours
All I see is you

The DJ's got me feeling like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart in two
'Cause all I see is you

twilight review
Saturday, November 22, 2008

Now that I've stayed up almost the whole night (hello 4:30am!) trying to download FM2009 (have 5/6 of it now, leave the rest for tomorrow) and playing online games via a link on Aiman's website, I decided to farm MSN.com before I headed to bed. A usual ritual, rather. And of course, we all know Twilight came out this week in USA, and its coming out sometime in Dec in S'pore because we're always damn late thats why. So well, I never thought of watching it until recently just to see what the hype was all about. So now I need company for Twilight. Anyone? Junyi? xD Even though you're horribly against it and whatnot. But then again you might not want to subject yourself to my taste in movies after what I did to you with Aeon Flux (it wasn't /that/ bad hon! hahaaa).

But anyway, here is an interesting review I found about it via a link on MSN.com.

What's in It for Kids

For kids the right age, "Twilight" is like candy, both on the page and on the screen. What's the right age? Probably about 12 and up, though I've certainly heard of younger kids reading it, and, no doubt, someone will bring an 8-year-old to opening night. Gah. Kids younger than that don't really need to know about love's more insane symptoms. Nor do they need to see scenes of vampires biting humans, or even of police-chief dads drinking six-packs of Rainier beer while watching baseball games.

Once kids are already in the cruel grips of adolescence, though, "Twilight" can't make things much worse, though it might lead girls to believe there is such a thing as a gorgeous boy who will hang on your every word and use his superspeed to open your car door for you, a boy who will carry you up a tree on his back so you can enjoy the view, and a boy who will sit and play pretty tunes on the piano while you hang on his shoulder, without hoping for sex in return. Alas, kids, the Perfect Boyfriend is just as legendary as the vampire or werewolf.

The last paragraph and especially the last line is very true. But nuff said, this made me want to watch it cuz it appeals to my idealistic nature. If the perfect boyfriend doesn't exist in real life, at least he does in movies, and honestly sometimes thats really enough.

ARGH
Wednesday, November 19, 2008

IT HAS BEEN THE GRAND TOTAL OF ONE DAY SINCE MY FM2009 DEMO RAN OUT (only lasts half a season dammit it should last like one season so it can last me until mr paul chuan comes back from stupid ocip china and buys the dumb game so i can borrow it crap la this is like heroin addiction) AND I AM OFFICIALLY DYING CUZ I NEED IT NOW NOW NOW AHHHH. (but am not willing to pay an arm and a leg for something that only lasts one year cuz soon FM2010 will come out and then where will i be???)

COME HOME NOW PAUL!

otherwise...is there anyone out there reading this who has a spare copy i could borrow??? >.<

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

WARNING: EMO LYRICS BELOW. SKIP IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO FEEL FLUFFY/SQUISHY/ROMCOM-Y. KTHXBYE WITH LOVE.

- Taylor Swift Lyrics
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Yeah this is the song of the moment. We is feeling the song really muchly over here: me, my heart and my head. (Cancels Drew though hahaha, along with the fact that I can't actually play a guitar >_>) No its not about whoever anyone thinks it is. Its a secret shhhhhh. >_>

back
Monday, November 17, 2008

Here is the obligatory "I'm home!" post. Cats there are lovely, as are the boys.
Now bye.
But Turkey was fun. (: Home is good too.

/Edit: Recent events have prompted me to start thinking about maybe catching up with people I haven't talked to in a long while.

jetplane
Saturday, November 08, 2008

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.

I'm leaving on a jet plane!
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go.


Heck I know when I'll be back, the 17th of November. And I can't wait to go actually haha (: Will be in Turkey from erm. Tonight til the 17th, so don't miss me too badly whee. Now I need to go email Mrs C and Miss J my H3 Lit proposals and whatnot. Hope I get it! Precious gaming, bumming and reading time has been given to these things and it'll suck if I didn't get it ):

Bon voyage, bye bye soon~

(Also, yesterday's 06IP03 Bollywood class party was lovely.Thanks guys for inviting me! I love and miss you all so badly! Nothing quite like snuggling on the sofa watching Shah Rukh Khan do his sexay thang.)

happy birthday
Thursday, November 06, 2008

This blog post is dedicated to the bestest person in my life, who's been with me for what seems like forever (But is only like about 5 years?) and who is currently miles and miles away but still holds a very very special place in my heart. (:

Happy seventeenth, Junyi!
I love you long time. (And heck finally youre seventeen dammit. Took you long enough :D

op?
Tuesday, November 04, 2008

OP?
DONE, BITCHES.

perspective
Monday, November 03, 2008

Had a lovely dream last night about the boy of my dreams (literally. see the irony?) and honestly its one of those dreams that you almost regret waking up from because its so much preferable to real life. It was kind of strange as we met in this airport and it wasn't Changi Airport, and we were flying to different places. Maybe I was thinking too much about the Humanz trip but he was flying to Vietnam to do CIP, building houses for the kids or something. I cant remember where I was going, only that it sure as heck was not Vietnam (aw). It was a lovely one day at the airport (ONE DAY LIKE WTF HAHA sure takes falling in love quite literally like oh I was walking along one day and suddenly I FELL into love! Whoopsie daisy) and I still remember what I felt when he flew off.

I wonder if its possible to fall in love with dreams? Possibly, if its a recurring one I guess. But Paul/Hwee/Stick are quite sick of me gushing to them about this and going, "Oh (Paul/Stick/Hwee)..." Especially poor Paul. Heh.

Okay then after PW-ing, t'was lunch at Food Republic with the aforementioned three plus Deb and then we went to buy pants and a blouse (Paul and Stick) and then we went home, tralala. Its strange as MY VERY FIRST A LEVEL IS TOMORROW and the day before instead of practising my arse off, I head to town and stone. Booya.

PW OP tomorrow. Wish me luck! I'd hate to work so hard for this rubbish and /not/ get an A. Now that would majorly piss me off.