had a slight sense of schadenfreude yet again when i saw one hour ago at approx 8:45pm that somebody on facebook hadn't even started the essay due tomorrow. (yes. tomorrow.) so i'm going to give in to temptation and stop procrastinating and just do the word countdown. (it will be rounded up because i'm lazy.)

9:45pm: ~1400 words
11:00pm: ~1550 words
12:00am: ~1600 words (supreme procrastination here.)
12:30am: ~1700 words
1:00am: ~1800 words
1:20am: ~1900 words
(this will definitely be a shorter essay. my head is pounding like there is no tomorrow. not cool at all.)
1:45am: ~2000 words
2:00am: ended it with 2141 words. head is killing me. sleep soon.

took a break from the essay, have hit slightly more than 1000 words, joy. that just leaves erm well 1.5k more! or probably less, i'd guess i'm aiming just to get more than 2000 words. was so amused by this comment on youtube! background info: i was watching Parachute by Cheryl Cole on youtube, and that woman is gorgeous like wow. anyway, some mean cow was like slamming the music and calling her ugly. and somebody replied to the comment with:-

You think you very pretty ?? At least she knows how to sing, how about you? I guess you sing, everybody die -,-

i was like LOL in front of my computer, and figured this chick was definitely singaporean. and obvously i was right. ahhh its stuff like that which makes me miss home (:

today i just added 12 centimetres to my height.
...what the hell was i thinking???
wearing my new shoes around the room to season them, but argh its never the same when you wear them out. how am i going to survive next thursday...?

-flashback-
(tiff runs to postal services)
me: hi, i have a parcel that just arrived...45 minutes ago?
dude: room number and block?
me: -gives info-
dude: -checks outbox, pulls out blue slip of paper that was to be mailed to me and with which i was supposed to redeem my parcel- why, yes. you must be telepathic!
me: :D!

okay back to essay sigh.

ah, bless the wonders of online mail tracking ^_^

...there is just one thing i need...
AND THAT IS TO FINISH MY DAMN ESSAY, DAMMIT!!!

okay, frequent readers (otherwise known as tiff's stalkers...you know who you are) will know that i did have some trouble finishing my IRM essay which was due last week. it got to the point where i was doing a freaking word countdown on my blog. seriously, 2.5k words sucks. why can't essays be 1.5k words long instead, i would totally love that. i could crap up 1.5k words in my sleep. i don't know why an extra 1k words seems like forever. argh.

anyway the point is. i hate essay deadlines which are week after week. just right after i celebrated the handing in of the IRM essay by getting completely smashed two days in a row, i harked off to london, had the most amazing weekend and now i am back and doing YET ANOTHER 2.5k word essay due this friday. the good news? it's not graded unlike the one before it so at least i don't think i need to spaz out too much about it. but still, another 2.5k words! /dies.

i shall not procrastinate next term. next term i have three essays due one after another for three weeks in a row. so i refuse to end up like this term where i alternate celebrating and getting back to work, dammit.

possibly due to lack of motivation, i curently have 215 words out of 2500. great, just great. one last essay before I AM FREE FOR THE HOLIDAYS especially since i just had my spanish reading and writing tests today and boy was it pie. don't know why i was worrying about it (possibly cuz it's counted towards my final grade...i sense a positive correlation here with graded stuff and how seriously i take it). anyway i'm getting slightly incoherent so i'm gonna head back to the essay, whack out another couple of hundred words, go to sleep and then have at it again some more tomorrow sigh.

foresee an all nighter on thursday night. (but at least i can sleep it off on friday!)

also, i have a new flooble chatterbox. for pete's sake, if you're reading this, please tag me so i know that i am loved and stalked and will therefore post more to pander to your kaypoh whims. remember that time i didn't blog at all because i thought no one was reading? after a while i got quite the storm of outrage. so, please tag me and show me some love from wherever you are, and then yes i will blog tons. so there you have it guys. INCENTIVE.